back to school

well monica started back to school today.. she liked it she has homework already JaySea was a little sad because she does not start until Sept. 2nd but she gets to go to work with me until the pre k starts so she likes that. i have photos but im to lazy to go to the car to get the camra so i can upload them maybe later. I do love my job i wish it was just a few more hours a week but what ever and i still have not smoked so i m a non smoker now!!!!!!!! photos to come later!!

made it home

well I have made it home I had a wonderful time with my cr family and fill very blessed to have been givin the chance to go. I'm very excited to get back on track and get some new things going if you are ever in southern california you should go to church at saddleback it is a amazing campus.. i start my new job tomorrow and school starts later this week so their will be more photos to come heres a few from the trip....oh and i stopped smoking while i was gone 5 days in now!!!!

A JOB REALLY

so i will be going to work in a few days (Aug 18th) I'am excited I think right now it is only 3 and a half hours a day (11-2:30) but may turn into more (9-4) I remember when i decided to stay at home it took me forever to adjust to being at home and now i thank God everyday that i dont have to work and right now i dont have to work i just want to as long as it does not take away from church or my children and my weekends. so with both kids in school what else would i be doing with my time? anyways i'm going to try to get some photos up tonight oh yeah Jay won a camera at work it said up to a 300.00$ value so i cant wait to see what that one is i love the one i got for mothers day but i just want one i can put in my purse and go too hopefully it is a cannon so that it will have color accents!!!!

still alive just busy thats all

lets see well i know its been awhile we had a good vacation Monica was very excited to see Hannah Montana so was JaySea they wasn't as happy as i thought they would be. we have been playing baseball and blast ball this summer it has been fun to see how much the kids improved since the beginning of the season. we have done lots of fun stuff but most of my photos wont upload because they are too large and i don't know how to fix it. Monica will be 8 tomorrow it makes me very sad. i still remember the first time i seen her and that i knew at that moment love at first sight was very real. and what a amazing god we have. I'm ready for school to start sorta JaySea starts Prek this year scary I know she will be 4 soon. so i will be looking for a job if anyone knows of any? (child care center) or (hair salon). I Just need something where i'm home on weekends and off when the kids are home. who knows also Monica will be having surgery on her hand Sept. the 4th and will miss 3 weeks of school right at the beginning this upsets me because back in march he told me to wait until summer so she would not miss any school so i took her in the week school got out and he said that he could not get her in until Sept why did he not just put her down when we were their in march. stupid if you ask me so that should be fun? ill try to upload some photos. its not working man!!! that makes me mad

oneal vacation

so we are gone on vacation we are going to go see a hannah montana concert but monica has no clue it will be and spend a few days at a hotel but we are most excited about the concert i think we will be voted the best parents ever! ill let you know how it goes!

prayers for my mom

so on Friday after VBS I got a call from my mother who had just left the doctors office... she was told that she has several blockages in her heart and some stuff on her thyroid she will be having a angiogram on the 30th and is waiting for a appointment with a cancer doctor. I'm a little worried about this because my Grandmother passed away when she was only 68 years old from heart trouble and my mom's oldest brother died at 55 from the same my mother will be 50 in aug. (I also lost my dad when he was only 42) so I know she is not to young for this to be a worry. not sure how I fill about the Thyroid thing. now for the prayers for my self those of you who know me well know that I do not stay by myself at night I have not for the past 9 years (since Jays and my house was broken into) it just so happens that Jay does not have to be away from home at all but he is away until wen. this is only the second time in 9 years so please pray for my safety and worry about this ( we do own a gun now ) so it is alittle better knowing that. last night as I was trying to go to sleep wondering what the kids and I will do while he is gone I got to thinking that I have never lived by myself I went strait to living with jay out of high school so it is weird to be alone. anyway sorry for the long post but please keep me and my mother in your prayers

it will be long! so sorry

Okay past few days birthday party and start of blast-ball and baseball! well I had a pretty good birthday I did not get anything cool or exciting because I got it for mothers day so I was out of luck! but I did have ice cream and cake a few times lets see Friday I just hung out with my hubby with no kids always nice. Then on Saturday ( my birthday ) we got up went to breakfast at " Round the Corner" which I love it has that small town fill to it for those of you who do not know where it is. it is in downtown edmond then off to the farmers market then to some yard sales then we tried to go see kung fu panda but they were sold out we were going to the one on MLK and eastern which if you did not know this because i didnt their childrens and early shows are only 3.50 and adults after 6 are only 5.50 so much cheaper than amc. but beware i was poked in the foot by a spring and Jay ripped a shirt on a screw. they did how ever replace his shirt. we went sunday night late. also on Saturday we went to the bible class party in the summit then to my mothers for cake and ice cream. Sunday after church we went to Jay's Moms for lunch and Ice cream. The girls started baseball and blastball tonight was their first practice's and they will have their first games on Monday and Tuesday. should be fun. Monica had her lets have surgery drs appt yesterday and he said that it will be the last of Aug early sept. the bad news is that she will miss 2 maybe 3 weeks at the first of the school year which is no fun. but she really needs the surgery she has a hard time buttoning her pants which this will help so was that long enough. here is some photos from everything their not as cool as my friend deedee's which Im sad about but i should make it if anyone knows how i can do that color accent thing with a dslr please let me know!!!! oh yeah the father daughter tea party too Thanks for the cool photos Nicole. they were great. and the others are of the brick that my parents bought for the grandkids and put at the zoo the funny thing is that my stepdad used to work at the zoo but is retired now and sometimes works their when they need him so he is the one who put these bricks in. he does all of them when they are ordered.. so now the photos again sorry for the long post its been a few days! okay i cant get them to upload sorry i will try later to upload them!